Saturday, October 29, 2005
hai.. i realised that my skills are slacking.. how? and now i'm having exams also can't practise... i realli dunno wat will happen to my solos and my audition excerpts.
and xq, regarding ur qns abt when i intend to play a concerto.. erm... maybe 10 yrs from now ba...wahaha... and if i play, maybe i'll play tian er or something..haha
hmm... after exams, i must realli buck up.. first thing- need to practise everydae..haha
1:06 AM;
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
I just want to say thanks to u:
for always being there for me,
for understanding me,
for listening to me,
for trusting me,
for being my friend,
for making me happy when i'm down,
for compromising with me,
for helping me scold the person i don like(haha),
for helping me when i'm in need,
and for talking on the phone with me for hours...haha...
10:23 PM;
Sunday, October 23, 2005
<<不够勇敢 >>
守在你身边
看你每一个笑脸
笑得那么甜
是他给了你誓言
不敢有埋怨
都是我心甘情愿
或许有一天
我的爱你能看见
一天一点 你渐渐走远
我却像空气被忽略
只怪我的爱不够勇敢
一直沉默的作你的依赖
让一切石沉大海
Baby now I need you by my side
过去的一切该怎么放开
Without you I can't fall in love again
8:20 PM;
Saturday, October 22, 2005
I always wonder whether true love exists. I always feel that" I love you" these three words are words that are difficult to say it to someone. I dont know the feeling of loving someone to the extent that you can give up everything for that person. But, i know that when that person comes, you'll know it. There's always this feeling that when you meet that person, you'll feel happy, sad; all the feelings mixed together... and this kind of feeling, you'll never experience it everyday or with friends. It's a special kind of feeling...
When you're with that person, you'll tend to wonder how he think of you. You'll be sad when he's down, you'll be happy when he's happy. You'll take care of him intensively when he's hurt, you'll not let him down. When you both are not together, you'll wonder has he eaten his dinner, or how's he doing now...you'll help him when he's in trouble, you'll tend to take note of details that you have never taken note before...
I admit i dunno wat's the meaning of true love because i have not experienced it myself.. but i feel that in my opinion, true love is hard to come by, because it takes courage, patience, understanding and lot's of trust to nurture it... that's why i think it's difficult to say the three words... hai...
12:22 AM;
Friday, October 21, 2005
<<朋友>>
这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我
7:14 PM;
Thursday, October 20, 2005
firstly i hav to say, U SUCK!!! i cant believe i actually can tolerate u for that long period of time. you're shit man... can u stop being so stuck up? and u act like you're despo or something... don keep telling me that whoever and whoever are going to hav dinner with u or go watch movie with u.. cause in the first place, i dont even wan to noe abt it.. wat for u tell me? and for goodness sake, don keep thinking tat ppl talk to u cause they like u or something...and don make urself sound so impt.. it realli sucks man..
on top of that, pls hav some dress sense, if u're fat, don wear tight clothes!! It'll only show all ur fats. PLS bear that in mind. u should be happy tat I am willing to tell u tat..
secondly, don act smart. u're not correct everytime, and pls hear other ppl's opinions, they might be better than urs, so SHUT UP!! smart alec...
hmm that's abt it... i feel much better after scolding U...
1:32 AM;
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
<<真爱>>
记忆像游乐园般精采
我们像对恋人相爱
幸福是应该不会是当然
只怪我们都太贪玩
思念像云朵般柔软
而你静静躺在我胸怀
我像是任性走失的小孩
紧紧抱着孤单
我们都曾经明白也都曾经遗憾
错过了爱就难以重来
不要害怕去坦白怕容易被你宠坏
忘了该与不该
到哪里找回真爱找回所有遗憾
爱的真相就能够解开
多给我一些片段拼凑未知的意外
失去记忆最初的爱
6:05 PM;
Friday, October 14, 2005
wang zi bian qing wa~~~
so cute....hahaha
if this fairytale can be true~~~ lalala~~~
12:34 AM;
Thursday, October 13, 2005
After watching an episode of [my date with a vampire 3], i realised that not all friends can be trusted. In the show, the team betrayed one another, because all of them only wanted to save themselves. I was thinking, if there would be this dae, how would i react to this situation? I myself hav no idea too..hai...
The taste of betrayal is not good at all because i have tasted it once...and just once it's alreadi enough to kill me. The rumours, the "attraction" u get, the back-stabbing words, they are enough to just condemn u... and ppl actually believe it when it's not true... wth.. cant they ever think that it's untrue? why are some ppl so stupid?!
Some ppl- they actually feel that they're saints or ppl think that they're saints, but did it ever occur to them that they have also bad-mouthed ppl before? They don even noe it themselves... wth lor... still think they're so innocent, so angel-liked. I cant stand these kind of ppl the most.. who noes wat they are thinking abt in their minds? skali it's some evil plans that they are trying to plot... and one thing i realise is that those who betray their friends are actually those who pretend that they're so pure and nice and everything...
I realli wonder, before these ppl betray their friends, did they ever consider for their friends' feelings or they just hack care abt it? why cant they ever spare a thought for anyone? the feeling sucks... hai...
betrayal sucks...
9:00 PM;
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
hai... after 2 days i wont be going to school anymore.. suddenly, i felt sad... i cant believe i'll actually feel sad that im leaving school soon. All along i have always been wishing that i'll leave this school asap, but now, i actually felt sad that i'm leaving it...hai...
i'll miss my teachers, especially mr kuek.
i'll miss my friends, especially qiao, kai xiang, min ru, all the co ppl, my juniors..hai...
i'll miss the school atmosphere, the lake, the cca block...
i'll miss all the times i've spent in this school....
i'll miss everything....
i cant bare to part with everything... but life has to move on and i'll not disappoint my teachers..
12:30 AM;
Saturday, October 08, 2005
here i am, typing an entry cause im so bored... hai... i actually realised that nearly the whole sec 4 cohord noe who am i.. scary.. haha.. i don like that...hai... then todae went for the Songs of the North concert..
Huang lao shi rocks man.. his playing=cool, good
haha
saw zhuo shi fu todae and another pipa shi fu from china.. he's like so young for his occupation, and he's shuai!! wahaha~~~
then zhuo shi fu introduced us(xue qi, me, raymond)... so good of him...haha...
1:02 AM;
Friday, October 07, 2005
Qin Li Wei rocks~~
His playing's so touching~~~
11:34 PM;
Thursday, October 06, 2005
omg.. i think i'm mad.. i actually think that mr kuek is quite cute... gosh wat was i thinking man..haha.. btw, xq, it's not the one u like hor..haha.. i wont fight with u wan...wahaha...
after seeing his photo, i actually thought that he's quite cute, hai but too bad if he still hav a better face complexion then that would be even better..haha..
this teacher ah... he's soooo fierce.. practically everyone i noe is scared of him cause when he's angry, he's like an erupting volcano..haha.. but he care for us the most too...haha.... thanks ah mr kuek.. we wont disappoint u for a maths... cheers!!!
11:05 PM;
Saturday, October 01, 2005
现在我才发现我其实感觉到痛
但我没有坦诚的去面对它
痛的感觉的确很难忍受
我要告诉我自己从现在开始不能再陷下去了。
2:03 AM;