I suddenly wanna give up on my pipa alreadi... no matter how hard i tried, no matter how hard i practised, she'll always think that im not good enough, cant be compared to the rest. I love playing pipa.. but now, i don even noe wat am i playing. Every lesson is like a bad experience for me. Am i tat bad until i have to be said until like tat...??? Because of this, i realli feel like smashing all my pipa-s. It's not tat i didnt do my hw before going for lessons, i alreadi tried my best to remember everything, but apparently u're not statified. I even tried to solve my own problems, like my lun and all that... trying out different methods, but u didnt even sae anything to encourage me. So wat if i even get a prize for the comp...? Will u be happy? I dunno.... I feel so confused now. Im not happy playing pipa now. I have to worry so many things... I cant even sleep or play properly. It's bad.... xue qi ask me to stop thinking abt it and carry on practising. But i cant... for now i cant.... I thought after coming back from china i'll be ok, but it's not. Im becoming depressed all cause of wat she said...hai....

::I'm Michelle~
::It's simply me
::U don like it, then back off
::It's all abt music
::Play hard, Study hard



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