I've been thinking alot lately. esp in the nights, when the surroundings are quiet, and there's no one to disturb me. I think im locking myself up soon. I'm not going to care abt relationships or anything anymore. I hate getting hurt, i hurt to wait aimlessly, I hate to be deceived... better to focus on my studies and my pipa, at least these wont let me wait and get sad over with. maybe wat rachel said is right, wat for get tied down over this kind of things, not worth to get sad over this. wasting tears and time. wat' the use? hai... some ppl may think that escaping from all this is stupid, but i cant be bothered alreadi. It's at least much better than waiting aimlessly for something which u jolly well know it's not going to come true. I HATE THIS!!! I wish all this will be over soon, although this is hard to forget.. hai...
It's hard to let go when it's time~~~~
9:39 PM;
N {LA VOISINE}
::I'm Michelle~
::It's simply me
::U don like it, then back off
::It's all abt music
::Play hard, Study hard