{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Friday, September 21, 2007

U disgust me! backstabbing ur own friend. disgraceful not?! hmmm... but i think u're not. tat's y u're doing tat now isnt it? HAH. so stupid. no dumb. don use brains. u wan to think u're better right? so be it lor. no one's fighting with u. go think and dream all u one. u wan the first seat right? go take lor. not like i wan anyway. maybe i shld leave tat place. then no one to compete with u liao, then u will be happy isnt it? in the first place, i go there just to hav fun, but u hav to sae until like i go there for a motive. WATEVER~ don think tat i dunno wat u did and sae behind my back. if u think u can hide it forever, u're wrong. u wan to sae me, sae it in my face. don go hide it and wat nots. like wat im doing now. i noe u'll read it. read it then. i don care. i think u shld wake up and face reality. Oh, and i didnt noe u can make up untrue facts also. good for u man. ya right man, best friends. bullshit. i didnt even do anything to u, yet u backstabbed me. wat a good friend indeed. I wont care how u feel after u read it. u can be in self denial all u wan. up to u. u can tell other good friends of urs how lousy and sucky i am, go spin ur own story and let them hear only one side of the story. i also don care. im sick of all this shit. seriously, u're the one who hav changed but u blame it on other ppl cos u thought ppl changed. go reflect. hmm, but if u don reflect i don care either. take it or leave it.

11:12 PM;

Thursday, September 20, 2007

PLS don underestimate my level of EQ and IQ, cos it's far from wat u think. Stupid ppl hav stupid mentalities. seriously, sometimes i think they're a form of entertainment to me as well... so, watever...hahaha! and if friends mean so little, wat for be friends? scold ppl also must scold ppl behind the back... aiyo tsk tsk. instead of reflecting whether u've changed, u go blame ppl for the changes? DIAO! so childish. just cos of one small little thing, u can be pissed? and change ur nick to wat stupid nonsense? sooo childish. seriously, go reflect instead of blaming ppl. im not scared tat u see it, or make everybody think tat im wrong, cos in the first place, the person who changed drastically its u.. not me. and moreover, y shld i be scared?! then it proves tat it's my fault wad.. chey!~ Oh did i forget to sae? u're in serious self-denial, or denial. get a grip.

Hmm... enough abt those stupid stuff. got back harmony todae. Phew man~ i passed. i thought i was going to fail cos during the test i panicked.haha. all of us did fairly well. haha. dunno abt the rest though. anw, chinese ensemble now... EE!!

6:47 PM;

Thursday, September 06, 2007

FINALLY~~~ tests are over. but seriously, HARMONY and HISTORY killed me lar.. wth! must get it right for the next test man. SIAN!! then now just realised tat we're having an aural test two weeks later, OMG OMG OMG! serious, studying music is difficult. hahaha. anw todae's sy prac was ok lar. ku didnt scold tat much, but dunno y, he was exceptionally farni todae man. like dots?! wat bejing duck and wat nots... dots.. we were like huh?! then deli blow tat shell thingy sounds like farting man, so farni la. I ming and I were like laffing through the whole rehearsal until the end. hahaha!! anw, harmony, hai, i hope i can understand everything soon man! and i managed to finish the 1st inversions exercise, with the help of GABRIEL! THANKS MAN! HAHAHA. anw, gtg liao... nite~~

12:30 AM;

Sunday, September 02, 2007

hmmm todae... BORING~ slept till 12.haha. cos yesterdae talked on the phone with freaky until like 5am in the morning.hahaha. was intending to prac abit before ps, but ah well...hahahaha. Ps.... hmm.... GOOD! i like ps lessons now man. gave my teacher royce chocolates for teacher's dae present. the chocolates there are nice la.... but EX! haha. but nvm... anything for my teacher. then we chat... chat for whole one hr, talking crap and gossiping. cos she's alone at hm with her dog, so like very bored then i acc her by talking. she told me alot of stuff, and ya i think it's true and i hav to do it... oh and she said im similar to her when she was younger. didnt noe tat man. haha. oya... and i showed her my virtual dog. ok la it sounds crappy but serious, my 'dog' is cute! WAHAHA!! and his name is tobe... ok if tobe sees this he'll faint, luckily he don read blogs..haha. AH~~ and portfolios are killing me. so many things to do, but so little time... madness! dunno how ppl actually survive from it.hahahaha. dr kan is good man. if i were her, i'll faint after marking so many of them.hahaha. PEI FU!!! oh and surprising man... tat wbg is a G... WTH! HAHAHA. and freaky, u broke ur record by eating with ur parents todae man!! HAHAHAHA

2:02 AM;