Sad... He's going overseas to study soon... ok la, not tat soon... Then no one will talk and crap with me. No one will be there to talk to me when I'm bored or cannot sleep. No one will help me carry my things when I'm tired. No one will tell me jokes when I'm feeling down. No one will pei me go out when I very sian. No one will wait with me for the bus. No one will scold the person I don like with me. No one will act childish in front of me to make me laugh. I wish he didnt have to go, but like tat is very evil of me...haha...
10:16 PM;
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
The world is full of deceit. Even the friends whom u assumed to be may also betray you some day. Is there still trust between people? I've been living a life full of lies... Why all the competition and jealousy? What is yours is yours... dont have to keep fighting for it even if it's not yours to take. Many things happened these few days to me.. maybe I should rethink whether I wan to go for the competition at the end of the year... even if I wan to, will I be able to go compete with ease? Im not sure about it. I can see who are my true friends in these few days of depression. Really, thanks to you. I get to see situations in different perspectives, I get to understand why they did that to me, I get to learn how to cool myself down after what i've been through... It taught me not to trust people too much, or you'll end up getting burnt yourself~~
12:01 AM;
N {LA VOISINE}
::I'm Michelle~
::It's simply me
::U don like it, then back off
::It's all abt music
::Play hard, Study hard